get it till the end.

tired.

of everything but i aint gon get into that.

work today. new job ... the GAP. ha dont laugh.

( que SPACESHIPS- KANYE WEST ft GLC & CONSEQUENCE)

anyways.. it was a trip.

been a min since I been workin for a place like that. smh.

them folks is decent. gotta feelin they hella wack tho.

so i dont even talk

i jus work smile work.

PAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUSSSSEEEEEE.

fold. work. smliee hella fuckin much..etc repeat.

the money straight.

so im fuckin wit it anyways.

tomorrow is another day tho.

fuck i got homework... that i just remembered. womp

.... bout to do that shit.

FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!

10:41

im gettin sleepy.

homework done

i have two clues; ones for you.

i cant placate ya problems.

idk what is going on.

smh

feeling like.

people expecting me to be the answer??

but we on two diff. questions... smh.

u jus complicating my shit.

im tryna get the fuck up outta here.

gawd !! where ima go

... cali.

that was too easy.

but honestly.

im jus throwd.

i cant be what you want me to be.

ta deaf brah.

its jus like ima only do me. && when people try to make me apart of something that i didnt have input on its like damn. --- breathheeeeeeee. lemme get my space.

cause i LOVE MY SPACE.

boy said he like me... so do 6 others.

he say he serious. i told em they are too.

he want me. i dont wanna be had.

so im solo. then niggas get madd??

i cant make it work.. if you cant let me do me on my own time.

i cant make it work.. if you dogging my lifestyle. and constantly putting me down??

lol idk even kno why i cranked this list..

i cant make it work.

cause you dont kno me.

&& i aint tryna kno all of you.

this nigga told me he had a curse. we stopped talkin like 2 months after that. cause he jus believed the negative to his heart. and i couldnt handle it. then it made me hate em.. but i really still care. smh.

i feel like i caught the curse.

:O

pre-blog update/ love song

its ridiculous how everytime i blog there is always a significant change from the last one.

not that i didnt expect life to do as it does. but FUCK.

theres no consistency in my life.

at least not where i want it..

-- still miss solo. all day. every fuckin day.

cant trust em .. EVER. damn shame.

real blog next time.. too busy rollin up..

BUT.

this song says it all for now.